Oh my God, when God gave this to me something on the inside took place, when God gave me the revelation of Judas my mindset changed. Now let me take you back a little Judas was one of God's chosen twelve disciples, he was also the one that hung himself.....oh you don't hear me I was speaking to a dear friend just the other day about this very thing....if there was no Judas's in the world, in the church, in the family, in the schools, in the jobs we would not humble ourselves before God like we do. The Judas's in the world keep us lowly before God. I know this is for somebody.....See Judas....ooh my Lord, Judas saw a little money (thirty pieces of silver) and made it up in his mind that he would give up Jesus, for thirty pieces of silver, but the God we serve, already knew Judas was going to give up Jesus, that's why a man's eyes are never satisfied, Jesus said in Matthew 26:23 He that dippeth his hand with me in the dish, the same shall betray me how many of us have some Judas's in our life...as soon as they think something better comes along they are ready to drop you and go for what their eyes see, oh but my grandmother use to say everything that glitters ain't gold.....in other words the grass may look greener on the other side...but when you get to it.....hmmmmm see nothing surprised God, but everything surprises man, God already knew what was going to happen, God already prepared Jesus....let me take you back a little bit further;
Mark 14:32-42
Here Jesus was going before the Father and he took 2 of His disciples and He told them I am going to pray to the Father....watch and pray..but they fell asleep, you don't hear me....see at times when we are in our storm and we have to go before the Father, and we ask a friend to pray for us, and they fall asleep....some of us will not even pray...because instead of calling on God, we are trying to work that think out ourselves. And when Jesus came He saw that they were sleep and He said, Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The Spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak. My God, even here Jesus is letting us know that you have to watch and pray always, because you never know who the enemy is going to use. I challenge you to tear down that flesh...I challenge you to go before God, I challenge you to ask God to purge you on the inside, i challenge you to serve the enemy notice, I challenge you to allow God' s will to be done. And Judas had the nerves to look at Jesus and say, (Matthew26:25) Master, is it I? and Jesus replied Thou hast said which means "yes" Isn't it just like man, to pretend that it's not them, but I thank God for the discerning spirit, the very one that lifts you up, is the very one that will tear you down. Oh you don't hear me, I said the very one that says I got your back, is the very one that will let you fall. Oh I can only imagine,,,when Jesus knew what was about to happen, He said (Matthew 26:42) O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done. See Jesus didn't want to go through what He was about to, but He said Father Your will be done, see Jesus had to show us what it really meant to be submissive, He showed us what real humility is. And when all was said and done Judas went back to the very ones that he envied and gave back the silver, because of the conviction of the spirit, he admitted he was wrong, but the blood....my God the blood was innocent and God hates the shedding of innocent blood, sometimes we may not have an opportunity to get it right, sometimes we may not have that one more day, but I hear the spirit of the Lord saying; keep your flesh under subjection....allow God to rule in your life, do not be weary in well doing, do not try to get someone back who did you wrong, but LOVE like Christ...love your enemies, love those who persecute you, pray for the those who use you, thank God for the Judas's in your life because they keep you humble before the Father...Jesus said Vengeance is mine, there ain't nothing to hard for my God, there ain't nothing going on in your life that He don't already know.
1Corinthians 13:4-5
Charity (LOVE) suffereth long, and is kind; charity ((love) envieth not; charity (love) vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinkineth no evil.
